I can't be 16 again: Starring...

...the first e-book of our RWS group from last semester (if you remember that, I attended one in the spring semester) which is available now, of course, on-line! :) This was the so called creative writing.

I can't be 16 again

Go to this link, download it (in that file format which best suits you) and read it, if you have time for this. In the end, if you liked it, please comment on this post, send me an e-mail or whatever because the main point is to tell your opinion about it. :)

I'm really interested in any kind of opinions, so don't hesitate, just:

1. Click.
2. Dowloand.
3. Read.
4. Comment.

In case of over-liking, you can calmly share this link with any of your friends. :)

Thank you in advance.

Cheers!

Love is in the air...

...and it's around you. And you. And you... If you let it into your heart.

I can feel it, thanks to You, my Dear, who's the dearest to my heart. (Uh, I forgot a lot in English...) My heart "tells" me exciting things but I don't wanna reveal them yet.

I'd like to call it a cat-love because it has personal reasons and it's really intimate. That is our love which gives me power, peace and pure, clear emotions (also) in the direction of my Lion. ^^

Honestly, it's been a dream summer so far. However, we had some hard moments but nothing "serious" in the means of our relationship. I mean, no bad things which could ruin it.

Hopefully we'll be able to manage the distance and all the (upcoming) problems. To be loved and to love is the greatest thing on Earth and I can say that the suffering is really worth if you have the person you truly love.


I trust You. I belive in You . I need You. I love You. I found the peace and safety I wished for when I'm with You. I simply love You.

Exam period...

...totally sucks! Instead of spending my money on love (or drinks, etc) I have to revise and retake some of my exams, I guess. I really hate exam period because while in the autumn semester I had only 5 exams now I have 7 in two weeks.  Geez, I'm gonna be a zombie if I survive this...

And of course periods aren't coming alone, and I'm gonna be fed up with my medicine if the situation won't change, dammit! Sleeping is a relatively unknown concept for me but I had some little naps after the exams and surely I'll have on the other days as well.

Next week four exams due and if I fail tomorrow (which is highly possible) than it'll be five. This means one exam a day... One of them is a retake exam, so... Power is needed. Omg, somebody help meee! :D But if I pass everything I'll have a (quite) free June which makes me quite happy. The question is: will I have the strength and patience to all of this...?

Comes and goes

I don't know what to start with... A lot of things have happened to me since I wrote here...
My love stayed strong and the belief as well. Everything is fine but I needn't have to log on to facebook. Precisely, I'd say to another person's page... there's not so much need being suspicious or whatsoever but I just... cannot get over it...

I know I should trust but "Trust Takes Years to Build; Seconds to Break.." In this case years mean only months and I was so silly that I believed in everything. That there's nothing in his life what I don't need to know about... Meanwhile I don't know how come can a friend be named "My heart" while the person has a gf... Interesting...

It happened accidentally I didn't know that it wasn't my account. Of course I did know, but I was curious... Silly me now I have doubts about the truth... And now I stop because exam period starts tomorrow and it will kill me, surely.

Bye all!

Poetry Day in Hungary

I always loved poerty. Honestly, Hungarian poetry as well, so I'll post a beautiful poem by Miklós Radnóti who is one of my favourite poet in Hungarian literature. Anyway, I have a lot of favourites and think it changes with my mood apparently, so... That's it. Now I tried to choose a happy one. This day was/is the birthday of Attila József who was one of the biggest and most talented poets in the world, I reckon.

Radnóti Miklós - Két karodban

Két karodban ringatózom
csöndesen.
Két karomban ringatózol
csöndesen.
Két karodban gyermek vagyok,
hallgatag.
Két karomban gyermek vagy te,
hallgatlak.
Két karoddal átölelsz te,
ha félek.
Két karommal átölellek
s nem félek.
Két karodban nem ijeszt majd
a halál nagy
csöndje sem.

Két karodban a halálon,
mint egy álmon
átesem.

Windows to the soul...

... I found a very great picture about this on the internet, to specify, on the firefox  personas site.

That's it. I really like it.

To be honest, I don't know, what can I write about right now.  I mean, I have no ideas and I'm feeling like I'm empty - but don't know, why. Like I don't know anything... Maybe it was the weekend.

I got sore throat and a little running nose when I woke up today, and it's not good. I think maybe the illness makes me feel kind of empty. I might have high temperature too, I reckon. Or I got used to happiness this fast? Nah... wtf... Is something wrong with me...?

The best thing would be to stay in bed all day, but I need to go to my seminar at 3.00 p.m. because we're writing a test and I don't want to miss it. Until that time I try to revise and not to think about my Love all the time. It's very hard. Some yoga lessons or something would be nice to me in order to improve my concentration skills. But I don't have time... :S Yes, I know, actually it's not true... You have time for things which you want to devote time to.

Right, I think it's time to leave, because I'm feeling really sick. :S Hopefully I'll get better until the weekend because I'm going home and will be with my Lion.

Why does it always rain on me?

Have I ever said that I hate Mondays? Not enoguh times, I reckon. I have the reason to hate them as much as possible. Simply, my social-scholarship application is rejected, and there's nothing I can do about it. Just because the stupid system made up that some stupid paper is needed and I wasn't told about the changes. Neither said anybody that I should read the insturctions very careful... Because last semester no one asked me to hand that shit in. Interesting... Suddenly it's just been changed... Never mind, I'll remain poor but happy, as usually I am. I got used to it, so this isn't so big news...

Anyways, I need this weekend to come as fast as possible. I mean, really fast. I need relaxing, relieving, sleeping and so much other things, like being with my Love, meeting friends, having fun, etc. So, the essential ingredients to a happy life. Is this a big favour? I don't think so. Ftw..

The other topic I wanted to write is linked to my RWS course, and it's just a bit of it. We had to write a kind of poem about "Cats and commas" which I found very interesting and challenging. Here's what I wrote:

Two cats with claws

Try to write a clause.

But with only four paws

They cannot make a pause.

The original version was this (because we only got the words: claws, clause, paws and pause):

A cat has claws at the ends of its paws.

A comma's a pause at the end of a clause.

As you can see I still have a lot to learn. :D

I know, I know, don't make a fuss about everything, and don't complain. But if once I must...?

Now I'm gonna leave because I'll have an end-term test on Wednesday and a vocab test on Thursday so there're a lot to be done and learned. Even not to mention the American Lit&Cult (optional) mid-term test which is due on 29th and I have read very few pages from the material so far... and this weekend will just destory me :D But don't worry, I'll be here when anything memorable happens. :P